I know I should
I wish I could
It's like a nightmare
Each time I think about my nightwear
He stripped me of my confidence
He stripped me of my dignity

I know I should
I wish I could
Be strong enough to fight back
His hands pinned me to the bed
He tied my feet with ropes
I spat in his face thinking it was over
but it only got worst

He looked into my terrified eyes
With a evil grin
I shouted for help but no one could hear me

I know I should
I wish I could
Be not ashamed
I walked with my head down
Not wanting anyone to see the pain in my eyes
I hug my pillow tight as I cry
Not having anyone to comfort me at nights
having sleepless nights
And crying until daylight

I know I should
I wish I could
Believe everything going to be alright
I was too weak to believe
I buried my face in my pillow
Still wondering Why?
Why didn't God save me?
What did I do to deserve this?
Why am I still alive?
© Cammy