They call her fat they call her ugly. They call her chunky and chubby. She doesn't have the body they have and she doesn't look the way they want. these things sink into her head and before you know it she's almost dead. she may still be here in person but the girl you knew has already left .she stopped eating and has started to change gee don't you think it's strange .every time you eat or invite her out her response is the same she has it all figured out .she knows what to say and when to say it because she has started a cycle that no one has no end. she buys things that would normally be ok but what she does next might make her drift away she takes things to make her thin because maybe then she might fit in .she goes in the bathroom late at night and you would never know because you don't care right. you don't know the word you said went wrong way inside her head .the weight starts to go down but you still only have mean things to say so she does more and more putting her body away .until one person picks up on it because they know her all too well she sits her down and says it's okay I've been there as well. it's not the right way she cries just knowing that her secret's out but is it bad in which she truly cares about .she tried to stop but sometimes it was just too late do you still think this girl is OK she went to get help and they said you have E.D and what have I done goes on inside her head .now she's sick and going each day in pain is this real or is this just the game. she never wanted to be this way so sometime you should think before you say .because the girl you made fun of might not be here one day.


To those that read this poem, this was my struggle with bulimia I hope this changes your mind about how you see people it makes you think before you say because I can tell you it's not easy and sometimes it's still hard to go day today
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