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Inside
Inside
I’m a good person
I’m a good person
I’m a good person
Yet all of these things happen all at once
All.
At.
Once.
I can’t breathe
The air is like a vacuum
Stealing the last thing that is mine.

My pain and suffering
No one knows
How can they?
To know means they are bad
No one wants that evil
Inside.

I’m a good person
I’m a good person
I’m a good person
I help people
I’m nice
I try to be happy all the time
For awhile was so good at it
So good I fooled myself

Maybe if I try hard enough
If I tell myself I am still good
Maybe I’ll become a good person
Maybe I can fool myself again.

I hope someday the invisible walls
Keep me sane
I will build up
Build it up higher and higher
Until even God cannot reach them.
I know that it is impossible.
The walls have broken down years ago

Now I’m a good person
Being fooled by the evil deep inside…