The feeling is so surreal,
As the pain tingling so real,
The pain is so obvious,
As I wish it to be oblivious,
It was never my choice,
As everyone claim it was my voice,

I dreamt of being a swimmer,
As I ended up a drawner,
I never planned to be a failer,
As now a well-known trailer,
My heart yearns for a lead,
As I don't own and operate or plead,

In front a doll that match...