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Call It Useless
Cry out my name again
Give me your prickly motivation

Still I will saunter
Into the caves and forests yonder
Carrying bags full of candy
Labels all wrong

I know the more I take
Weight adds up to kill me
But recovering from an addiction
Is far from easy

One more cup, another bowl or plate
Of this death sentence
I wish to take

I promise I'm trying
They never believe me
So I claim thee title
You wish to bestow on me

Even though

Your people claim
To have the same dangerous blood as mine
To be family

Why do I recieve

Hateful stares
From the one I'm supposed to call father
I can't help it
The pain just gets harder

Thy parents are not of me
But bloomed for eachother
I believe what you say no longer

All I see is your nonexistent shadows
While mine looms the world into darkness
That only floods my mind
And sparks bloody mary into yours

Dropping my items
Running to pick up else's
Steal from my pile
Out the door I'll be
Getting more to refill
What tiny amount is left of me

Still

It doesn't matter
Breezes will blow
Taking my ashes
Into the tow

I wanted to thank you for trying
Even though your tactics were lying

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