I walk into this empty space with a void in my soul, that steady grows every passing minute. O why do i feel like this , i have everything a man need a beautiful family that love's no women i can call my own yet i have faith in god an love someone will come give me her pracious love i give her my own. Until that time come, i work hard to erase my swlfish way o he has but up a fight to hold control over me. This fight is making me weaker by the minute, so i embrace this weakness pray it make me whole. I shour miss a time in my life with joy an happiness flow like a endless river. past is the past i must make its time for me to make brand new happiness into the now. How do i do that when the past pain wont let me forget as it whisper no no no trust no female they will only hurt you like those in the past. Scream out loud not all female is like that i break the chain you wrap around me i decide to live life to the fullest. You no longer have a hold over me, now the mistake of my i can go back an change them trust i wish i could but i can learn from them not to repeat then in the now. Self growth is relizing life serve you a hard hands, it will only built character strenghten you so you can handle all type of pain that come your way i may sound like i got it all forgive out i dont. like you am still learning how to get over the pain done by those who you taught love you.See if they leave that mean they wasnt supposed to stay in your life forever enjoy the good time's learn from the mistake that come from the realationship you have . Don't make the same mistake i dating someone on there looks, you will chase after someone who looks better than you. But lets fsll in love with each other loving spirits, as we take great care of each other need as time flys let always share a love that flow within a physical, mental an spiritually harmony as we flow through life with a pure love in our eye for one another. When the struggle come talk about all that cause you pain with you close door please stop but other people within your problems . You never no that person may be mad you have someone taking good care wish they had your love within there life. Keep all problem within your home, when we go into town we smile because love is in your life so many wish they have a sweetness in there life only find heartache an pain . Has you learn to love me mysel an i dexide to take us to get a full body treatment at the spa of heavonly bliss a sweet honey feel spread throughout mind body an soul over whelm my heart with a sweetness it over flows . Every place within me in tingling even hidden places full of sadness is joyfully with glee l tell this selfless love thanks for give me your love of so freely, i see the joy in her eye's to bring a stranger happiness is a gift from god himself. Has i walk out to enjoy the rest of my day i buy my favorite jazz player kenny g favoite hits bought me some wine an a very good friend jack daniel liquer. Walk home with a...