I walk into this empty space with a void in my soul, that steady grows every passing minute. O why do i feel like this , i have everything a man need a beautiful family that love's no women i can call my own yet i have faith in god an love someone will come give me her pracious love i give her my own. Until that time come, i work hard to erase my swlfish way o he has but up a fight to hold control over me. This fight is making me weaker by the minute, so i embrace this weakness pray it make me whole. I shour miss a time in my life with joy an happiness flow like a endless river. past is the past i must make its time for me to make brand new happiness into the now. How do i do that when the past pain wont let me forget as it whisper no no no trust no female they will only hurt you like those in the past. Scream out loud not all female is like that i break the chain you wrap around me i decide to live life to the fullest. You no longer have a hold over me, now the mistake of my i can go back an change them trust i wish i could but i can learn from them not to repeat then in the now. Self growth is relizing life serve you a hard hands, it will only built character strenghten you so you can handle all type of pain that come your way i may sound like i got it all forgive out i dont. like you am still learning how to get over the pain done by those who you taught love you.See if they leave that mean they wasnt supposed to stay in your life forever enjoy the good time's learn from the mistake that come from the realationship you have . Don't make the same mistake i dating someone on there looks, you will chase after someone who looks better than you. But lets fsll in love with each other loving spirits, as we take great care of each other need as time flys let always share a love that flow within a physical, mental an spiritually harmony as we flow through life with a pure love in our eye for one another. When the struggle come talk about all that cause you pain with you close door please stop but other people within your problems . You never no that person may be mad you have someone taking good care wish they had your love within there life. Keep all problem within your home, when we go into town we smile because love is in your life so many wish they have a sweetness in there life only find heartache an pain . Has you learn to love me mysel an i dexide to take us to get a full body treatment at the spa of heavonly bliss a sweet honey feel spread throughout mind body an soul over whelm my heart with a sweetness it over flows . Every place within me in tingling even hidden places full of sadness is joyfully with glee l tell this selfless love thanks for give me your love of so freely, i see the joy in her eye's to bring a stranger happiness is a gift from god himself. Has i walk out to enjoy the rest of my day i buy my favorite jazz player kenny g favoite hits bought me some wine an a very good friend jack daniel liquer. Walk home with a cool crisp wind blow through my face giving me goose bump open the first door to my building open the second door i rush to the elevator press 3 floor. walk into my home put kenny g play all type plays the flute sweet sounds melt all the pressure of out of my life as i pour me, myself an l some jack daniel as i kick my love seat back. becoming one with the silence as i close my eye o my body mind soul flow like a river as a cool breese tap dance on my currants. He feel of sweetness as all my tense body just relax an feel free as my lady open the door walk in. Quickly take a shower, come lay on me as we lay in each other arms. We talk so sweet to each other, o how i miss you. I let some momey on the table for you to get a full body treatment i got mine today it was a amazing o baby you should've waited for me we could've made a couple thing together .Your right love we can do that the next time, around. Kenny g song made us feel nice an mello, let go to block buster order some movies we can enjoy . Yes that would be awsome let me make us some chicken fingers so we can chumps on while we watching the movie . Yes that will be good , let kenny g play on has we go to the block buster got us five movies to watch paid an lift. See love is work when two people love the same things, continue to work on each other together. We have our moment when we fight, seat down an talk it all through in our room. We hug an kiss make the sweets honey love inside heavon honey jar we lay a cuddle an snuggles as i tickle you to her your affectionate giggle send chills rush inside my mind an hearts. Has you can see my lady an l depend on each other for a substance loving. We do everything together We making fiture plan of going half on babies grow our families get married joining to families as one big family my life partner, we talk about everything for instance we plan to buy a big house for our growing family 2house, 2 building for business so we can have financial freedoms. Joy is us growing so we can leave our children everything we build so they dont ever have. the struggle we once have when we young an in love. One day they will have a family of there own how we deal with problem is how they will deal when any problem come into there life. A man can live on bread alone he needs a sweet honey to sweeten his every day life with endless love an happiness as the hard time come into our children life they see we came closer together they will do the same with there lovers .See we must teach our babies how to over come everything from agruements, to seeing how were loving we are has boyfriend an girlfriend got married in front of them. Within our marriage they alot of work not get any praise for it its a selfless job you do because the pure love you get back is sweeter than money can ever by. We leave love letters on the refrigerator telling each other thank you for breakfast its was amazing. She leave a love letter telling you thank you for choosing her over a million who wanted to be the queen of your kingdom you choose me she say am forever great full to you. He smile as he read your poem, he spray favorite cologne on a white sheet paper its me who is luckier you choose me to share your. life your joy an sadness as i act silly just to make you smile. O when sadness come, you hug me in a sweetness voice you say it will past baby no that your love by me. Honey sweetness flow slread throughout my mind an body is vibrating with cheers. I place this on the table so our children can see it read it so they can do the same for they're future wife for the girls an for the boy can do for they future wife in the future. Make every minute special within you love, see if her inner spirit is fully of happiness her brightest smile will be on her face, same if she make your spirit happy a smile will shine brighter than the sun on both of your face's this is euphoria love a happiness that flows both ways. Rain will fall over you love will is an umbrella making the rain fall on all side it will never be able to touch a pure honey love that come from within . Even within time our body gain alot of weight the love we share will never waver our love will age just like old wine it taste of so sweet as we get older in more experience in life. We been together for 15 years going strong , alot of our best friend love have fallen apart reason unknown. What work for us may not work for you, meet your lover in the middle lets give each other a even love