People told you should always have a dream to live on
So I put all my efforts to find a dream just to hang on something
End I was left scared because I could find no dream that I truly wanted to have because I didn't know what dreams are suppose to be. I wanted things that didn't last long.
I was left with only doubts about my own self. They told you need to have a dream anyhow to be a part of human society.
People around looked cheerful and confident when I surrounded myself with only dread and despair
I don't know what I dreamt as a child because those are very vivid and lost
But as an adult maybe living as a carefree person and not caring about anything would be my today's greatest dream to achieve.

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