Sometimes I wonder what it would be if I wasn't born, if I didn't have kids. I hate being a mother I don't have that joy of being a mother, I don't feel proud or accomplished. I'm not happy being a daughter I've never felt that parental love from my parents, I'm not proud to be anyone sister because I've never felt love by my sister's, only discrimination, I'm judge everyday. I don't love me I don't know how to love myself with all this pain...