WHAT CHANGED?
I woke up with the memories you left behind;
Struggling to survive the everyday pain you left inside.
With an injured mind reflecting your words;
Today I feel your absence like a sword held to my chest.
Memories unfold of how you used to be the only person I'd call when I couldn't think straight,
You told me nothing more; you added faith.

We'd spend hours talking endlessly, I always brought up unsolved matters,
That bright mind of yours gave answers I couldn't resist; I was always fathered.
You suddenly left; found yourself another,
Raped me entirely the joy I once had; you tore me apart,
Got too close; you suddenly faded.
What changed?
Too attached I was, not a day I didn't yearn for just a hello;
The sound of your voice was enough to light out my day,
I lost my cool;
Happy?! That's gone too.
With my ears opened wider, waiting for the goodbye;
You never give me one; why?
What changed?
You left me hooded with fear;
With endless tears I still share.
You used to laugh so loudly at all my unfunny jokes. Even when you knew I wasn't funny, you made me believe I could be if I wanted. You trusted my dreams.
Yeh, I'm still here, saying those same jokes with nobody laughing. Nobody finds them as funny,
They aren't jokes anymore; now they sound insane.
You left and I became this silent with nothing left to say.
What changed?
We dreamt alike,
Had the same dislikes,
Too much we did share.
Now you are just a different personality.
I can't help it but feel like all the words you said were just bottled lies.
© Dfonjah