On the verge of insanity..
After losing my sanity..
I've been seeking humanity..
facing all that profanity..
I've been, outta my family,
Now I can't feel no gravity..

All the things that attracted me,
Are repelling me constantly,
The dead ain't able to,
Still keep calling me constantly..

Now am constantly drawn to depression and darkness..
They harness me then show me the light with a sharpness..
Which cuts me from half and then leaves me messed..
I think I am obsessed..
With darkness, and mess..
Live life like the chess..
Ain't living completely,
So let me confess..
The sins I've commited..
And have second guess,
Bout me and my life..
Go keep your opinion,
I don't give a fuck..
I won't change but please,
Go and try your luck.

I've been trying to relate and debate..
But instead I sedate myself with all the hate..
Don't Have blind faith and rely on the fate..
Work hard for a plate..
You gotta do it quick..
Don't make it any late.
© Khawar
@laini8580