Being a daughter is so weird
It's like a constant weight on my shoulders making me feel tired
My parents and I have this relation of Love and Hate
I don't exactly despise them, but I won't choose them as my parents if I could write my own fate
I don't understand what was my fault exactly
Does a child really deserved to be punished because her hands were too clumsy
I always wondered as a child
If they hate me so much why didn't they kill me or left me in the wild
But now that I am grown
I think I understood a part of them they've never shown
I realise that I am the unfortunate part of them
I am a part of them that's broken and not just bent
I understand that I have my Father's anger
I think it helps me realise if I am ever in danger
I understand the reason behind my Mother's tears
It helps me forgive people looking past my tears
For a moment my parents are the closest thing to Heaven I hold
But some moments are just filled with fear within me thats way too old.
© Prajakta