I feel so lost and wounded, I kept hoping there is an end through this tunnel, but I just keep drowning in grief, hate and sorrow..
I keep looking up ,hoping to see you..
Maybe I should just go out there looking for you, but I am not sure how far I am.. since I don't feel you around me anymore..
I wonder who I am really angry at ...is it you or me? I keep hoping and wishing that this is just a bad dream,
Maybe I'll wake up and...