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I asked what is mine
What is mine is mine, and I asked what is mine. Why I can't even understand the troubling is with me everytime, some people are like a thorn, they Always make me feel I'm the one the mistake, I'm just doing my work, I'm just asking what is mine, I didn't ask beyond, the pain is reflecting me back.

It's so easy to judge, when the fault is themselves. Isn't it this Is too much to receive this suffering for this petty issue.
I'm not even this type of person delivering bad actions to others while my work is in a process but kindness is what these people don't deserve . No matter how many times I try to make it easier and be nicer, multiple times they would make me feel disappointment and frustrated because of constantly hitting with the same worthless deeds.

After everything I try to put effort into, I'm going through some heavy shit. I couldn't align with the stability that is taking place in my life. I'm feeling hopeless with the life I'm working so hard for everything I embrace. life tests me so hard I'm always counting the days when the bad day would disappear forever. I wish i'm surrounded by positive energies and people rather than those so-called infuriating voices which give me hopeless and make me more anxious with their cheesy thoughts.

I wish people have good sense of humour and understand the sentence
"Nothing is free in this world".

I wish that they could judge themselves first on what it is like to be working hard and not paying for your service.

I really wish if they could wake up from those unseen feelings and learn the lesson of what is like to be unjust, and treating your service for undeserving.

Life is pretty complicated dealing with those less knowledgeable people and I'm totally exhausted working on the things which don't give me any respect. If Paying a cheap price is expensive then try to ignore it forever. My skills are not based on your budget and I didn't ask nor beg you.

I'm not the one who approach first, Remember If you ask me to provide you a service then
You should know how to pay the bill.
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Sarita poetry @saritajeinao
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