so I wake up in my bed every day just to hear them say your worthless pathetic why try eat now you worthless pig why do I try ohhh ohhh baby but I try they say I'll be by your side reading the comments here about me schizophrenia. in my mind oh my god can you just please pretty please it hurts my heart and aches to breathe just to see people say oh your in fantasy world sipping tea imaginary friends well...