All these threads and their knots
All a mess inside my head
I carry it with myself all day long
Someday living, someday dead
Why aren't they able to be figured out?
I never understand anything at all
I want to climb inside and sit and try
But I'm afraid I can't go past the invisible wall
This is an emotion I can't understand
This is a mess I want to adorn
But I can't help when I try to understand
But give up and be forlorn.

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