In the end it was just me and my thoughts,
A painful trap, long after you were gone.

Was desparately trying to balance my emotions, with relation to the outcome, which resulted in both frivolous and cognizant behaviours!

I still love you unconditionally, my insecurities are preserved as well, despite the fact of our relationship, which is history, and yes indeed, it does encapsulates an element, which states that our union was both buoyant and toxic.

Oh God ......This is bizarre!...