Dear future I was told I determine you.
But my life isn't getting new.
I wish I wasn't born.
I won't have think of you in every turn.
My present isn't a happy one
I wish I was a wizard I'd swing my wand.


Dear future the present isn't easy for me.
Are you sure we will one day see.
every day loads of sad thoughts.
really tiring especially now I have forgotten all that was taught.


Dear future I have guilt.
I really ain't focus and on my self nothing I have built.
I seem to wonder if you are a failure.
or my mistakes laid before me for torture.


DEAR FUTURE.I need love for I can't love myself.
what do you hold for ourselves.
I need a better half.
right now my body and soul has split into halve.


Dear future I will do my best.
Although life had been a great test.
I won't fail you.
I will turn my self to something new.
which will be you a new me.


BY ETIEKA EKPONUDIM.
(EMERALD)