Perception And Reality
I am a girl raised to know better than to give people front row tickets to my inner monologues
I had years of lectures about filtering my thoughts
I wasn't to let anyone be privy to my unmade decisions
Growing up, i was taught to be poised, strong and perfect
And if I wasn't, to look it.
I wasn't. So I looked it.
I am the underdog of every story
The butt of every joke
The punchline to your humorous jabs
And a punch bag to your literal ones
I am a poet that writes about authenticity under a pen name
The poster child of cowardice
A writer that uses pseudo names to hide who I really am
A preacher that sins
I am an artist scared of signing my real name to my art
In fear of rejection I have been taught to expect from everyone
A craftsman scared of attaching my true self to my handiwork out of fear of an improbable failure
You see,
Growing up I was told to expect the worst from everybody. Even myself.
Growing up, I was taught my worth equated the applause my acting invoked
When I asked why I had to to follow the manuscript in the first place
They...
I had years of lectures about filtering my thoughts
I wasn't to let anyone be privy to my unmade decisions
Growing up, i was taught to be poised, strong and perfect
And if I wasn't, to look it.
I wasn't. So I looked it.
I am the underdog of every story
The butt of every joke
The punchline to your humorous jabs
And a punch bag to your literal ones
I am a poet that writes about authenticity under a pen name
The poster child of cowardice
A writer that uses pseudo names to hide who I really am
A preacher that sins
I am an artist scared of signing my real name to my art
In fear of rejection I have been taught to expect from everyone
A craftsman scared of attaching my true self to my handiwork out of fear of an improbable failure
You see,
Growing up I was told to expect the worst from everybody. Even myself.
Growing up, I was taught my worth equated the applause my acting invoked
When I asked why I had to to follow the manuscript in the first place
They...