I'm just a burden maybe if I die I won't have any kind of alibi no evidence to come by... and not to come by until maybe later when it's too late to see what happened to me
in all words of you and me.

I failed everyone in my life I made a promise to repay each and everyone in every single way I appreciate the jesters of your generous souls and each and everyone of you god let it be told.

I don't know if anyone cares about it or even loves me I tried so hard let it be known that I did love you all I hope you did see maybe someday I'll be let free and resin above the land of you and me to the heavens above I might be able to make you see that it's harder without than it is for me.


Truth be told maybe I lied to be honest maybe I wish I wasn't alive and maybe I feel more alive if I just die...sins full of broken lies I'm falling apart let it begin the cruel suffering of looking into the shattered mirror I just want to be remembered not forgotten about maybe if I know it would bring me peace and quiet so I can fully rest myself with my place I belong and where I'll stay.

in my grave I will rest in peace soon to be quiet and sleep forever in my dreams as I won't wake up to see the light of day but instead a dark place to live and rest with the deep end of dead...of a cruel world above and under the ground it's okay for me as I lay quietly asleep. never to be disturbed or annoyed I was told before that I should die and pass away many might miss me but hey I'm not going to bother anyone anymore lift my burden of my unsure life let me see the sun shine brightly again.

in the heavens above the sky and clouds I rest my heavy heart and lonely bored mind forever in time where I belong I will be there for you should look above...in the darkest times of the darkest days there is very heavy rain in the storms I see no sun in the darkness I become with one with emotional fears of the unknown universe within the past life of the world that rest with me I chose to lie down and go to sleep.

it is bed time is here I'm getting tired of it
it's time to rest my eyes and relax and let my life pass...as I pass on remember one thing I was always good and I really did try to see the light on the other side.

know what I did was for you not for me.... for you hated me and all thee and you expect me to keep trying and never inside dieing as my mind kept on trying to get better and bounce back as you thought I was stronger than that.

you was definitely wrong I tried so hard but I have given up and given in to my sins I don't know what to do or say but goodbye my loves and let me be.

I'll shall lay down for my internal sleep.