How much longer
must I read books
in order to experience
the things that I never will

Having somebody
who cares for you,
so deeply,
feels like a foreign concept to me.

Having somebody
to hold you,
when you can no longer hold yourself,
feels unobtainable.

Having somebody
who finds you beautiful,
no matter what,
feels like such bullshit
because why do only the beautiful girls
get to be loved.

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