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Breaking my own heart
I shouldn't have ever liked you,
it's just a hopeless thing I do.
It's a way of breaking my own heart,
thinking you would come back to stitch it up rather than breaking it apart.
I tell myself what I shouldn't,
things like you would like me but you just couldn't.
I could be jealous of everyone you are friendly with,
but then I remind myself it was just an idea to begin with.
Everytime you are near,
I can't heal but Stare.
It's just a way of making me feel alright,
but it's a way of breaking my own heart.
You give fake compliments the ones I accept,
and now because of them, I haven't slept.
People say they don't make promises they can't keep,
But I made one to myself, loving you wasn't wrong at all.
But what's the point of it all when I consider breaking me,
I consider tearing me apart for a person who doesn't even care about me.
© Blackshadows
it's just a hopeless thing I do.
It's a way of breaking my own heart,
thinking you would come back to stitch it up rather than breaking it apart.
I tell myself what I shouldn't,
things like you would like me but you just couldn't.
I could be jealous of everyone you are friendly with,
but then I remind myself it was just an idea to begin with.
Everytime you are near,
I can't heal but Stare.
It's just a way of making me feel alright,
but it's a way of breaking my own heart.
You give fake compliments the ones I accept,
and now because of them, I haven't slept.
People say they don't make promises they can't keep,
But I made one to myself, loving you wasn't wrong at all.
But what's the point of it all when I consider breaking me,
I consider tearing me apart for a person who doesn't even care about me.
© Blackshadows
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