My heart is slowly convinced that yours is already gone,
Past all the contemporary comforts my hearts abandoned.
In shock only for a moment before the sensations cease.
Dulled by my self image that's constantly confirmed.
I've gone to far to be able to ever go back now,
Your love for me will never be the same.
What's left that your holding on to?
What's preventing you from just making the clean break?
Regret? Shame? Fear? Is it the unknown ahead that keeps you back here with me? I want to believe it's because you still see a future together. Not because you can't unsee our past. Everything we let go of, we let go of the good and the bad, making it whole. I want us to be whole again. What needs left behind. How is it supposed to be done. I need to know but I don't want to know. I'm afraid I'll know the answer. I'm afraid it'll be me. I'm afraid that I'm the reason you cant let me go. My sleeved heart showing the struggle of my pain enough to distract you. If your gone I need to move on. If your not I need to let some things go. So I can believe that your not gone. I hate living in such pains. How will I survive this time. Who will I become? What parts of myself will I lose. I feel I've already lost you but you tell me that's not true. What's the truth of your heart? I wish that I knew.

© justin_ur_imagination