Wild thoughts,
Heavy heart,
Blank mind,
Times short,
I can see the darkness calling me,
I tend to ignore and move away from it,
But it says, "You deserve this."

What have I done wrong?
To be treated like this,
Was love too fragile,
Too easily missed?
I reach for the light, but it flickers and fades,
Each step that I take feels like endless charades.

Voices whisper secrets,
Of pain and regret,
Promises broken,
A life full of debt.
I wear my scars like a coat in the rain,
Each drop a reminder of lingering pain.

I walk through the shadows,
A ghost of my past,
Haunted by memories,
That cling tight and fast.
The laughter of friends feels so distant,
As...