Some say sleep helps,
Others say eating helps,
Others prefer taking long walks do,
And who am i then ?
I've tried all but no results,
I still feel the same pain .
Pain is the only emotion that ;
I've been farmiliar with ,
Embers of my past,
Sparks into flames each time ,

I'm scared ,
I'm scrared of what I'm becoming .
Pain is my only home,
I'm used to disappointments,
I do not shed a tear anymore ,I'm used to...