Feel so bad
(This is a poetic song with no chorus. It's just 3 versus with me showing off some simple lyricism. It's not my best but it's still good to say the least)

*******verse 1
Used to be an addict,
stuck in the attic
distractive attraction,
seem sexually active
habits traumatic
incidentally tragic
Unperturbed by violent silence,
be basically magic
life to me's a tv screen,
overlaid with static
Broken soul, gather fragments,
rebuilt to be dramatic
Emotions erratic,
im depressed and then manic
Insecure, immature,
internally panicked
I be stranded empty handed,
I could never truly stand it
Staying headless without plannin
destinations where im headed
You can make it become an investment,
spreading the right message
Countin blessings, do no good,
to whoever's enslaved, to the stressing
Learning lessons help to lessen,
obssession with aggression
impressions of deception,
leave us all sad and restless
Guessing im collecting,
all pieces of my reflection
Fractured, made shattered,
suppressing my affection

*******verse 2
Folks keep on me quick
believing they are slick
tell em mine they own matters
They did not axe (ask)...