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Feel So Bad
Feel so bad
(This is a poetic song with no chorus. It's just 3 versus with me showing off some simple lyricism. It's not my best but it's still good to say the least)

*******verse 1
Used to be an addict,
stuck in the attic
distractive attraction,
seem sexually active
habits traumatic
incidentally tragic
Unperturbed by violent silence,
be basically magic
life to me's a tv screen,
overlaid with static
Broken soul, gather fragments,
rebuilt to be dramatic
Emotions erratic,
im depressed and then manic
Insecure, immature,
internally panicked
I be stranded empty handed,
I could never truly stand it
Staying headless without plannin
destinations where im headed
You can make it become an investment,
spreading the right message
Countin blessings, do no good,
to whoever's enslaved, to the stressing
Learning lessons help to lessen,
obssession with aggression
impressions of deception,
leave us all sad and restless
Guessing im collecting,
all pieces of my reflection
Fractured, made shattered,
suppressing my affection

*******verse 2
Folks keep on me quick
believing they are slick
tell em mine they own matters
They did not axe (ask) to pick
Penning light for darktimes
Hella quick to pass the bic
Better not get stolen
Or you suckers will get licked
I know what its like
Feeling like embers on a cig
Gettin flicked off in the wind
Ashes trampeled on by pigs
We all covered in dirt
Use our bare hands to dig
Up the past killing the present
Fidgety fingers on the trig
Taking shots feeling drunk
Like the alcohol thirsty
Curving lice haters out of my
Hair like its naturally curly
no toxic masculinity,
I dont care if I look girly
Alot of guys come off too manly
like they've been rehearsing
Stereotypical, subliminal,
ridicule ensuring
Were enduring, burning hatred,
returning hearts reimbursing
Our main difference in the animal kingdom,
subtly purging
Our humanity, this vanity
can never be properly working

*******verse 3
Positioning intentions
pretentious free ambitions
Consistently insistent
On forgivness with a quickness
suspicious of whats vicious
Like im cleaning dirty dishes
no soap and no water
Forgot listing that on a wishlist
endless loss of senses
Of those addicted to riches
Set up offensive barbed fences
cut up the defenceless
pendulum's suspended
thought process is flipping
Over information it deems
Is not even worth giving,
a moments notice to, yo its true,
It's much harder to get a fool
to believe that they're fooled
rather than tell them
that they're not fooled
Just know that I got you,
We can not choose,
reacting to misuse
of trust with abuse
Just for it to consume,
Us from our inside to outside,
As an emotional toxic monsoon
Living like that cost me alot
But what did it cost you
Ill say I believe in you a million times
to the power of a million
And remind you everytime
I see you that it's all true