It's hard watching you ignore me like I meant nothing to you.
Its even harder not knowing what to do.
Each time you view my post I die inside.
It just sucks that I'm hurting.
While your more than okay.
I wish this pain... would go away.
However , I know it's not that easy.
Since abandonment is all I knew.
I wish I was as happy as you.
I just cant believe that it was so easy for you to move on ...
But then again you had no intention of getting attached...
You didnt even have any intention of keeping me..
I was so stupid.
So blinded by love.
It felt like an illusion.
Felt like a drug.
But all my body was..was just an object to you.
And when I confessed my love for you.
You left abruptly...and cruel.