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When I mirror myself now something doesn't feel right,
I don't really feel like myself sometimes and that scares me,
Should that even be something that is scary?
Why are my own emotions hurting me?
Why do I have so many questions about myself?
Why hasn't anyone I needed to feel what I've felt, felt it?
Why do I even feel bad asking that?
Wondering that made me feel bad sad even like doing something wrong, maybe them feeling my levels of hurt wouldn't work,
Maybe because they wouldn't understand or maybe wouldn't be able to stand looking at themselves in mirror after what they experienced because sometimes it feels like I'm on a haunted rollercoaster that never lands and just makes me think it does for a moment but this haunted rollercoaster doesn't let up, there's only one way it'll maybe a stop and I can't talk about it