Trapped in my mind
My sight is blind

Searching for something
Don't know what I'm trying to find
Everything from my past
I left behind
Emotion's are swinging from Angry to kind

There's no in between of the shit that I've been through

The things that I've seen
How could they do things so ungodly
And not see how it's mean?
And completely unfair

Said it would be better
When I got clean
But reality struck my spleen
Making me fall straight to my knees

Now my motivation is running away from me
Don't know where to go
Or who I want to be
If only I could replay the future I once seen

A vision from God
That no one believed

Life was completely content and comfortable
A never ending peace

Though the people I love are oblivious to how they treat
A girl who once dreamed for their love in return
Briefly noticed by the time I tried to leave

Sabotage my life with the control they...