xoxo
. Its obvious I dont satisfy your needs .
It everyday ... its every time ....
You come to me .... expecting ...
Attention ....
...validation ...
... touch ..
Seeking love ...
... ...
Theres never been a day
I didnt warn ... ...
... Theres never been a time ...
I made a promise
...Ive never claimed ...
id show you more ...
.
I told you from the start
Im cold
.
I dont want you to touch me ...
..
I dont want your nurture
I dont mean to disrespect you
I dont mean to be rude.
..
I dont want to feel you cuddling next to me
...
I dont want your attention
..
I dont care much to provide you mine ...
..
You stick around thinking ive changed
Or that maybe youre not good enough
Absorb the negative energy
Like it belongs to you ...
... steal it from the air and take it for yourself
...
I dont mind the company
I dont mind your presence
I notice what you do for me
..
I appreciate it
.
I show you your respect
When it comes to how you I treat you
It isnt with my fingertips...
...
I wish you didnt feel the way you do...
It blinds you from the truth ...
...
Empathetic to your emotions...
I feel the pressure as if im the one that pushes you away
...
Like im not good enough
Because all of a sudden
One of us has changed
.
Never enough
Never what you need
All the things you go out of the way for
To show me that you love.
..
It makes me feel like ive been invisible
Since the day we met
..
Now that you want closer
You blame me theres nothing left
Bringing me down
To feel less than I was before
...
It everyday ... its every time ....
You come to me .... expecting ...
Attention ....
...validation ...
... touch ..
Seeking love ...
... ...
Theres never been a day
I didnt warn ... ...
... Theres never been a time ...
I made a promise
...Ive never claimed ...
id show you more ...
.
I told you from the start
Im cold
.
I dont want you to touch me ...
..
I dont want your nurture
I dont mean to disrespect you
I dont mean to be rude.
..
I dont want to feel you cuddling next to me
...
I dont want your attention
..
I dont care much to provide you mine ...
..
You stick around thinking ive changed
Or that maybe youre not good enough
Absorb the negative energy
Like it belongs to you ...
... steal it from the air and take it for yourself
...
I dont mind the company
I dont mind your presence
I notice what you do for me
..
I appreciate it
.
I show you your respect
When it comes to how you I treat you
It isnt with my fingertips...
...
I wish you didnt feel the way you do...
It blinds you from the truth ...
...
Empathetic to your emotions...
I feel the pressure as if im the one that pushes you away
...
Like im not good enough
Because all of a sudden
One of us has changed
.
Never enough
Never what you need
All the things you go out of the way for
To show me that you love.
..
It makes me feel like ive been invisible
Since the day we met
..
Now that you want closer
You blame me theres nothing left
Bringing me down
To feel less than I was before
...