I’ve thought about it
Reaching out into the dark
The quiet of the abyss

Yet I won’t do it
As I know the feeling
Of utter and total ruin

The feeling of wanting to let go
To see how quiet it can really be
If the feeling of sadness will fade

But it will never happen
As I have a commitment
To my family who love me

Yet there are times where I feel
As if I am not enough
And they’d rather I wasn’t here

They’d rather I was a shadow
Forgotten...