I said I love you but I don't know if I ever did.
Even though we're just friends now,
From habit I would send a text saying I love you.
It's hard to stop.

I lied to myself a lot now,
But I could say this is one of the worsts.
I say I don't love you anymore,
And I never even did.
Then why am I thinking about you again?
It's hard to forget you.

I don't understand myself.
Why would I?
I still have a thousand questions.
Why do I find everyone beutiful?
But then why do I not think the same thing about you?
Why do I even love you?
Wait didn't I just say I never even did?
Oh,yeah.....
It's hard to find myself.

Why do I like girls and boys both?
I genuinely don't know.
And I have a bad feeling I'll never.
But girls are gorgeous.
And boys are beautiful too...
Don't even...