Sitting beside my mum
In the living room
Staring blankly on my phone
Holding back my tears
Screaming in my mind
This aching...
You have to bear...
I was about to sob
Was About to let my mum know
How the hell much my heart throb
How the hell much it is miserable
How the hell much it is painful
It's the hardest thing on Earth
For me to see him
To see...