A search I feel didn't lead to success.
The more I tried, it increase in stress.
My options were weighed and came back scarce.
I searched and realized nothing was there.
My life was on edge, that I couldn't balance.
Uncertain thoughts was my main challenge.
Steps that wasn't there, the same as a ghost.
Tried to compare, nothing else came close.
My mind was racing, but couldn't piece the puzzle.
Couldn't open my mouth, it felt like muzzle.
Choices was made and none were complete.
A force was pushed and mine wasn't free.
Decisions and choices, none seems splendid.
Search for satisfaction,long ago it had ended.
Choice that was forbidden, besides the one above.
My search was empty and close from love.
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