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lonely fate
All these thoughts, they fill my head. I think of the life that I led. I've been alone for so long. I've caused so much hurt, done so much wrong. There's nothing I can do to change the past. Broken and alone, I lnow I won't last. I only have myself to blame. I was living life as if it were a game. Now I'm paying for every mistake. I lost everything, there's nothing left to take. Everything I thought was real was just an illusion. It took losing everything to come to this conclusion. I finally realize what is thats real. Now I know what it's like to feel. I wish I could take back the all the things I've done. I would have been a better brother and son. I would say I'm sorry but it's far too late. Here all alone, I guess it's karma and fate.

©ryan