Out of place
all the time
breaking inside
shaking
nervous and trembling
stammering
can't think right
feel like dying
can't fit in
it's all a nightmare
I see the eyes
the disappointment
make my eyes watery
think I'll fall
if I stand up
every word I say
it's wrong
palms are sweaty
bloods rush
feeling blue
when I was told life is colorful
living in the black and grey
it's not peaceful
on the floor
all the lights are off
tears on my face drying up
as my hands and legs
continue to shake
running out of breath
praying to run out of time
soon
© ~notyourfavperson