Keep pleasing
work hard
stay disciplined
draw your card

thats what i told myself then
now i have no one to please
no one to work hard for
no reason to stay disiplined
no cards to draw
But thats not what she ever wanted
she wanted me
she gave her love
i didnt accept it
for one thing that comes for free
is love
it is human
and it is pure

I didnt know my limits
but now they are clear
its like an epiphany
spoke to my ear

But now i find myself thinking
not regreting,
full of new hope,
full of life,
full of spirit,
for she gave me up
and she told me i was the greatest
It isnt my loss
but her own
for i gained
and she gave
and now im saved
from my own grave
which i dug
for my heart
I was a bug
not a part
i lost myself
but now I'm found
for she helped me
come around

now i say
have spirit
have hope
have fun
and have love
for the sun
was in her eyes
and she has filled me
with a new rise
my heart is not relieved...