she feels again
silence the thoughts from my mind. take your name off my tongue, too familiar, too bittersweet, too many reminders. wipe my memory clean of your touch, your face, your name so I can be free from your grip. who I am was because of you and I changed for you. I am me because of you. I don't like myself. change me into a different woman, a stronger woman, a more feminine woman. wipe the tears from my face. I don't want to reminisce. "my feelings have not changed" he states holding another woman's hand. I see now that I am a fool. A fool that you had, a fool that you used, a fool because I became who you want me to be, and you still left me. I don't like myself. I don't want to be near me because it remind me of you and the fact that you hurt me. the mind games weren't enough. the emotional manipulation wasn't enough. You had to shatter my heart some more by leaving me undone, undressed, confused, humiliated, empty, as nothing, as a body without a soul. did you have to leave...