I feel like i have the weight of the world on my shoulders. Like if i was holding the sky like anabeth chase in percy jackson book series. I hear the voices in my head. I hear how they are echoing, how they are getting louder. I hear both sides talking, i feel like flying. I feel like dying and i feel like crying. The weight on my shoulders is tiring. When will i stop trying? Should i drop the bomb? Should i relax my shoulders so the weight will fall, so the weight will stop. The feeling is like a wave. Like deep ocean. I am falling, pretty quickly actually. I think i stepped in a quick sand. I feel like i stepped in a mess. Why do you keep talking. Can you shut up for once? I think ill cry...