I can stop it if u want me to
I will break it if you make me to
I will unchain if you ask me to

The strange vibes are one thing
The decent desires are another,
The delicate strings are one thing
The strong web is another

I feel as if I'm losing myself from me
I feel as if I m pulling her towards me
No valid reason no real depth found in the sea

She can be near me at least for a little while
Each day of every month each year of every life
No valid relation to name
No physical pleasure to claim
Still the mind is trapped the heart being free
Still the bodies are close while the souls can’t meet

She hides her emotion
In her concealing sights
She can feel it to
But something makes her lie

She’s scared to break a dear heart
Her love is true she can’t break him apart
But she needs this too coz she is loving this
Wants to continue

But I m the one who can cut the cursed tree
I can put an end to this, I can set her free
But something pulls me back holds me down
Cheats me myself and makes me frown

It’s hard to forget her coz I know I can get her
Her energy keeps mesmerizing my thoughts
But both want to go clean without getting caught

Can’t pull it much longer this way
Will have to finish it at the end of the day
So I will stop it one day
Even if she doesn’t want me to
I will break it someday even
If she doesn’t make me to
I will unchain it today
Even if she doesn’t ask me to

But I can’t leave her all alone
Left to be scared
She is not innocent not at all immature
But she deserves to be looked after
Deserves to be cared
She deserves all the passion
All the love and all the laughs
I just want her to have it
No matter if I aint the one
With whom these celebrations be shared

So where do I stand now
What name should I be told?
Am I a mysterious chime?
Am I her lucky door?

She knows who I am and who I wanna be
She wants me to be
But she hides her energy
Pretends she can’t see


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