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Call of Suicidal Thoughts
Call of suciadal thoughts,
The bell of her hearty emotions rang,
more loudly with sweetness of fake imagination in her soul,
With a small hope to shine out in future,
With her mood of her pure inner selves,
with a little hope to get a gift she wants,
To get everything in her lifeless life fine,
While enjoying with her own,
Beautiful music filled with instruments of happiness in her life,
Enjoying classical songs of her hearty emotions,
Where,
She found herself lost for a moment,
But, Alas!
Single call of suicidal thoughts,
Tired of the burden of reality,
Tired of the devices of her beloved one's fake emotions,
Tired of her belive in that shining path,
Where,
she dreamt to walk,
was about to pick up,
The call of her suicidal thoughts,
Ringing more loudly in her heavy heart,
Shouts of her scary stressed life,
Shouting at her with all it's flashing scary light,
Wishpers of yesterday's sorrow,
Screams of her hurted past,
Cheers of her stressful life,
Left deep scars on her beautiful inner pure parts,
But,
A single notifications from her life,
Filled with replies of her beautiful memories of lovable moments,
The replies of memories,
seems to be blur,
In the front of,
That one single call,
Call of suicidal thoughts,
Ringing loudly with ringtone of her stressful hearty emotions,
Still,
She decided to respond to,
Her beautiful messages of beloved one's,
With blur texts of her beautiful lovable past,
Typed by her beloved one's,
In her soul,
And,
To silent the device of her heavy heartfelt past,
Already filled with more of her hurted scars,
Especially to,
Unanswer the call of her suicidal thoughts,
call of her suicidal thoughts,
call of her suicidal thoughts,
-------------------------------------------
Received a call from,
Her suicidal thoughts for a moments,
Still, With her
heavy hearty emotions,
Chosses to see the notification of beautiful memories,
n reply to more of her hidden happiness,
And,
Silent the ringtone of her negativity,
Stressful past,
Specially,
The call of her suicidal thoughts,
You all know that one girl very well...💓💓


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