You think I lie.
That I mean to hurt you.
It is all a ploy to make you a toy.

You're not my toy.
I never wanted you to feel as if you were.
I'm sorry.

Sometimes I do things and dont realize the effects.
I don't even realize the hurt.
In my head, I wasn't happy.

Mentally I'm scared and messed up.
However you saw that and still took on the responsibility.
© BearlyRaquel