You know that feeling that takes over your entire body, like a monster towering over you? Your stomach scrunches into a tiny wad and you feel like throwing up. A rush runs fast through your veins and your hands start shaking. Yet, you don’t cry. You just stare off into the nothingness, feeling empty. Just a corpse. A corpse that has the ability to breathe. Not even the corpse itself knows why it's still breathing. A living creature, yet so lifeless. But, when the tears do start to fall, they pour. You can't stop them once you start. You cry so hard you actually throw up. Your head starts pounding. At this point, you have no idea how blood hasn’t started pouring out of your tear ducts. Your heart feels like it’s pumping shards of glass instead of blood. What's worse, is half the time this happens it's over absoltely nothing. Or maybe, it is because of something. Bottling everything inside until...