It hurts so bad,
U told me heartless....
It hurts extremely...
U doubt my tears!
U said I never cried for anyone...
But nobody knew...
I was sensitive enough
To cry while hugging my pillow
so nobody notices...
I dry my tears act normal...
even when my heart clenches..
It hurts too bad,
u said I never care😭😭
Maybe I never care...
but deep down I know,
My body acts naturally when it come to u...
I remember the day,
My head on the wall....home alone...
Suicidal thoughts....Negativity surrounded me....
I was in verge of Killing myself...
When I heard u were sick...TOO SICK...
It shattered my heart,
when u said I am a person of
Just Attitude...
I forgave Ur Every mistake for nothing...
Cause I knew, I have nobody
I tried my hardest to make u smile
When u were sad...
But little do u knew,
I failed to cheer myself up when U were laughing..
But I had a happiness when I saw u happy...
I was so lonely...
I divided myself into a million people to talk to...
I was crazy...
I used to talk to the mirror...
hoping it will come to life...
Everytime u hit my sensitive spots
I sent u a Funny emoji to pretend...
Little did u know,
It was hard for me...
Remember when I wrote a song
To cheer u when Ur grandma's dead?
But nobody was there...
when my own grandpa died...and I have finals next day 😭...
After all this,
All u said is 'U know what? I hate Ur attitude....I doubt u ever cried for me.....I never cared for u...I just have a attitude...and I always try to win'
this time....I can't hold myself..
My tears I try to control so nobody sees...
Little do u know...u killed The half in me...
I lost u...A sorry can't heal this...
Can't believe u made me cry...
INTENTIONALLY

(This is not a poem... Tannistha Told me all this.....I can't imagine....
Maybe this was all my fault 😔😭....
Maybe I never cared for her....But pls tell her to stop I need to hide my tears)






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