I was born from meth
Never taught how to take a breath
A demon that never lets the soul rest
A child that's constantly on a quest
An overachiever at its best

Until it comes to collect it's debt
Chaos and the sinking in your chest

The heart gets smaller
While the ego hollers

Forget about the ones you love
That child doesn't need your hugs
You'd rather hang out with all the thugs
Than come home and give a fuck

Never had a mom or dad
Some people might think thats sad
Yet I didn't see any of it as bad
I suffered yet I was the most independent
Intellectually transcendent
Never trusted the government
Because I knew it wasn't resonant
I smell manipulation and slavery
Some say I'll die for my bravery
Because I speak the truth
And trauma I will soothe
Yeah it's my generation of youth
Pulling the plug on misuse
I see all the abuse

I'm different than your opinion
I see right through dominion
You don't see me because you're irrelevant
I got the spirit animal totem of the elephant
You can't handle my medicine
I am the divine feminine
I will stand in my genuine
My frequency rising
My phoenix flying

I have an ego too
However I am ready to humble not spew
Through mistakes I grew
And continue to grow
Facing I don't know
Reflecting alone
Slowly being shown
Clarity of mind
Peace I may find
Treating myself kind
Saving the child they left behind
© joelletabacsko