it started when we first met
I never knew what true love met
the whole time felt like
I was super stoned
I felt like I was alone
but nothing like I do now
cause no one’s around
an I’m alone in the dark
I guess that’s why they say
that’s where it all starts
long stares an
wrong dreams
what would I have thought
you still loved me
all along I’ve got the monkey on my back
what would it be if you walked a mikes in my shoes
seen the things my eyes saw
at first it was lust
all you wanted was for me to trust you
I know many times I acted like I was blind
the whole time thinking you believing me lyin
you took your turn on a spiritual eloap
I stop an thought when my time comes
wouldn’t it be funny if I was the 1 who who always had a mystery would you still love me
even if I didn’t love me. how would it be
for so long that
all the times we
made long passionate
love would be gone.
that monkey on my back
he got that laugh that day.
I keep telling myself
if I keep acting like I don’t care
would you my husband Samuel
stay or would he’d go somewhere.
it was all a bad dream
that monkey showed up again
every fucking time
I’d miss your touch
thsy monkey he’s there
looks he’s laughing at me
he thinks it’s so
funny cause
I’m the fuckin dummy
what else was new
that stupid
fucking monkey would
make it seem
that the only
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