It's been a very long time
Yet i still crave your touch
Whenever i was in your arms
I felt safe
I felt comfortable
You would embrace me with your arms
Pull back my hair slowly
Place small kisses on my forehead
But then i chose to let you go
Yet i still want you.

I tell myself am over you
I move on and pretend to be happy
I know you are bad and toxic for me
I know you can never love me the way i love you
Yet i still want you.

Am waiting for you to call me
Am waiting for you to tell me you have missed me
I am misrable without you
I feel like i am suffocating each time i wake up and realize you are nolonger part of my world a
I still want you.

I miss the way you touch me
I miss the way you kiss me
I miss the way you hold me
I miss the way you make love to me
I miss the way your late text messages used to pop up
I miss star gazing with you
I miss the long conversations
I miss your voice
I miss all of you
I still want you
© magz