I want marriage but I don't know how it works I want to be a mom but I am not ready I don't want to do a divorce but I am scared to I take everything from him I just want to have the kid if he is not treating it right I don't want to be a single moms but I will do it if I have too I want to be single I want to find love I don't want to be a step mom because I am not ready I want to have kids or adapted kids but I am scared I will try my best and believe in myself and let God help me