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on ur mind
i know i’m not the only one on your mind,
but i didn’t know i’d be a waste of your time.

you’ve never seen me figure it out,
i felt like a child and deserved your doubt.
the stories my momma told me were true,
i was never meant to love you.

i’m sorry if my insecurities annoyed you,
or if my attention was too much.
i’m sorry i was needy
i just needed your touch.

i’m sorry if you got bored,
i couldn’t make a move cause i was scared.
and now that we’re over,
the truth is i was never prepared.

you let me lay there with the emotional damage,
left me there to figure out how to deal with the things you couldn’t manage.

© andrewmeyer