I drowned in my self pitty and sorrow's, my stomach aches, my head is clouded, and my phisical ability to do anything is in chaos as I lay here and think about you.
I cant stop the hurt, the tears, or the thoughts and they just keep pouring out of me. All for you.
Ive asked myself a million times "why couldnt I had just been your friend?" But I already know tht was not ever going to happen you are so much more to me than just a friend. Your beautiful in so many different ways and a incredible person thats perfect in my eyes. I cant deny I have love for you it continues to grow stronger through out each and everyday. You brought me happiness that noone else could. You brought me back from the dead, coerced the blood back to my veins, and made my heart beat again. When you walk in the room I find tht its harder to breath because you do take my breath away but at the same time you breath the breath of life back into me. I center you in this life of mine you are absolutely important to me and above everything else I cant prove it but its like I can feel you even though you are miles away. I smell your hair as I breath in your scent this strong connection thats more than anything I have ever experienced takes me over. I feel like Im dying whn im not with you and like I can live forever when you are here by my side. I want to lift you up and take all your pain away. I want you to know without any doubt that ill always keep you safe and from harms way. I knew I loved you the first time I herd your voice instantley my ears told my eyes to open and when I looked into your eyes they spoke to me your words, my heart, and tht will never change.