She angrily wrote this
In her secret diary & I quote

Admit it life, Sometimes
You aint magical
You aint like fantasy I read
You aren't even interesting at times
Its our effort that takes
To make you fun to live !
Admit it people
You ain't even happy at times
But pretends to be
Coz there are people
who makes sure
That smile stays for sake
Even when its hurts
Smiling through the pain
As if thats the law of life
Admit it , YOU
You cried last night
You are sad most times
You are neither understanding life
Nor understanding any plans
But dear Life,
No matter how tough you turn out to be
You were moulding me stronger
No matter what
I have my god to protect me
from any danger that I come acroses
Oh dear life,
No matter how crazy you made me
I was still having fun
No...